Saturday, July 23, 2016

Homelessness


He couldn’t calm down. He was on the verge of sobbing, but he was talking so fast, his tears couldn’t catch up. His tics overwhelmed his face and then he couldn’t catch his breath. I looked him in the eyes and said his name over and over again…then I began saying Jesus’ name over and over again.  There was some recognition in his eyes and he said, “I don’t think I can do this much longer,” and then the tears came in force.

He had been homeless for about 9 months and he’d never been homeless before. He was scared to death, and he didn’t understand the street rules and kept ticking people off. Isaiah 58, In His service put him in a motel for a week. He started to become his old self after two days of solid sleeping.  But this is not enough…

She is addicted to meth. So many times she comes to me so high that she babbles and cries and asks for help and then would disappear for weeks.  She, so far, keeps coming back and never remembers the last conversation we had.  The last time I saw her she was sober and back with her old man, who beats her when they’re high. She quoted scripture and said all of the things that we Christians want to hear from lost sinners. But, there is still no light in her eyes.  We gave her the Bible she requested. We give her backpacks, hygienes, Gatorade, snacks and socks over and over again because when she’s high everything gets stolen or she wanders off and leaves everything behind. But this is not enough…

He was a hard hat guy. He climbed poles to fix transformers and could maneuver just about everything made by Caterpillar. He was renting a room in a house and all he did was work and relax. The perfect life to him.  Then he got hurt. He had no insurance, no savings and he needed rehab time. The doctor couldn’t release him to do the work he’s always done. He couldn’t wrap his mind around doing another kind of work. He’s on the streets. His camp is an abandoned house.  He’s befriended a woman with schizophrenia and he wants us to help her more than he wants help himself. The heat is really getting to him, “Can you get so hot that your brains melt?” We give him Quik Trip gift cards because he loves their sandwiches. We give him T-shirts and shorts and shoes and lots of Jalapeno crackers, those are his favorite. But this is not enough…

They’ve been meth addicts for years. They recently met Jesus and they’re trying to stay clean. They both have kids that have been taken by DHS. He’s been thrown in jail numerous times for not paying his fines. Financially with all of the fines and fees and living expenses, they are starting to sink and those who are working closely with them are praying they don’t relapse. “I mean I know God is real but it’s getting worse. We’ll never get ahead it’s like the more we pay the further behind we get.”  Isaiah 58, In His service is helping them with rent so they can try to find a way through this mess.  But it is not enough…

He was a professional. He was working a good job, had some of the finer things of life.  He was living life on his terms and all was well. Then he had a car wreck. Without insurance he has thousands of dollars of medical bills. He has virtually no support system.  He hurts almost all of the time from his injuries, depression is overtaking him. His car was totaled and he’s living in a shelter. He is starving for hope, but he told us he works hard at getting through the day, he can’t believe this has happened to him. He considers suicide often, “I’m almost out of hope. “ We listen and provide small gifts of love and encouragement. But it is not enough…

Homelessness. It tries to consume Moms and Dads, Grandmas, Children, Laborers, Professionals, literally every walk of life, and sometimes it does, it pushes them to the brink. It is no respecter of age; there are homeless babies, toddlers, teens, and seniors in their 80’s. They each have a story, a life before homelessness. They pray for a life after being homeless. They don’t want to stay homeless but just surviving takes all of their energy and the system is one big obstacle that works against them getting back to self-sufficiency. What each of them need is stable, sustainable, secure housing.

Isaiah 58, In His service loves on so many homeless people. We are always humbled by their stories. Homeless people are some of the most resilient people we have ever met. So many have a sense of humor that catches us by surprise. They are the most appreciative people for the simplest of gifts.  We are so blessed for our calling to befriend, love and help these amazing people.

Housing. Our fervent prayer is for Isaiah 58, In His service to be a ministry that provides housing. Not just a motel for a week or two. Not pay rent for a month or two. But, to provide housing for as long as it is takes. We need emergency housing. We need a safe place for Moms and kids, when they’re new to town or their house burns down. We need a place for those who are injured to recuperate. We need a place for those who have no one, to die with dignity and be surrounded by love. We need a place for those who are sinking in debt to stay for free so they can pay their bills and get ahead. We need a place for those who are discharged from a psychiatric facility to stay and be helped with medications and consistency. We need a safe place for folks to stay while they are waiting to get into rehab. 

Last Friday deni received a call from First Baptist Jenks. They had leftover hot dogs and sandwiches and asked if we could give them away. ABSOLUTELY!! It was an incredibly large container full of food!! We laid hands on the bag and prayed for the journey ahead, asking God to lead us to those who needed loving on the most. And to the streets we went…

Just around the corner was David. He was sitting in the shade and smiled as we pulled over. He stood up and shook deni’s hand as we introduced ourselves. He said he has been homeless for awhile, he stays on the streets and stays by himself. A Bible was beside him and he commented. “You can’t be on the streets without Jesus.” He took some sandwiches and told us he had been praying for where he could go to get something to eat.

Douglas was sitting on his suitcase at the bus stop, Melissa was high and lost, Johnny was in the enclosed doorway of a church, and Alan thought deni was going to run over him. He was on his bike and was waving us on. We slowed and yelled, “Hungry?” He slammed on his brakes and leaned into the car window, “You did say hungry!” He said he was on his way to fly a sign for him and his friends, because they hadn’t eaten all day. So, we loaded him up with sandwiches, “Hallelujah! Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! Praise Jesus!!”

Then there was the couple drinking beer with nothing to eat. The two guys sitting outside smoking, thrilled to get a bite to eat. Jarrod was passed out on a sidewalk. We woke him up and he had been bleeding but we couldn’t figure out from where. He kept reaching for a hand to shake; so we shook hands quite a few times. He refused to go to the hospital. He sat up and was trying to figure out where he was. He took a couple of sandwiches and said he was headed somewhere, but wasn’t sure where. We drove by later, but he was gone.

We drove over to a church where a lot of homeless guys hang out. One was yelling and preaching to no one in particular, a few were flat on their backs, another one was loudly reminding us he was hungry too. The front man was Dennis. He said he lost his sister and Dad recently and he was trying to take care, “Of all these misfits.” We gave him a few bags of sandwiches and he said he would be sure everyone got something to eat.  "I don’t know why you’re out here tonite but God bless you.”

How cool is this? One church’s leftovers became a feast to a group of guys and gals who needed someone to know they were alive and they matter.  Isaiah 58, In His service blesses those God brings alongside us. Sometimes it’s in big ways where we wipe out a debt and in little acts of kindness like Jalapeno crackers, bus tokens or Gatorade. We are so thankful that God uses us to shine a little hope on so many who are desperate for something to look forward to. But each day the needs get bigger and their lives are complicated and sometimes it takes everything we have to help someone.  As we face each crisis we are reminded, “God’s got this!” Time and time and time again He provides the moment it is needed.

Last Sunday we prayed for those in our school system, many by name. Thank you to those who sent names of folks to pray for. Tomorrow morning we’re going to pray for our homeless community and those who work in ministries and agencies loving on the homeless, like Night Light Tulsa, the Day Center, Salvation Army, Iron Gate, Indian Health Care Resource Center, Mental Health Association and John 3:16 and many more.  We’ll be under the Maybelle Bridge where Night Light Tulsa ministers every Thursday evening. Know that you are welcome to pray with us!

We also ask that you join us in prayer to provide shelter.  YouAreSpecial.net  has purchased a house and they are praying for God’s guidance. Join YouAreSpecial.net as they seek the Father. Please pray for us that we will be obedient in our role in supporting YouAreSpecial.net in providing housing.

“Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter – when you see the naked, to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood? Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard. Then you will call, and the Lord will answer; you will cry for help, and He will say: Here am I. If you do away with the yoke of oppression, with the pointing finger and malicious talk, and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness, and your night will become like the noonday. The Lord will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations; you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.” Isaiah 58: 6-12

Mother Teresa said, “We can cure physical diseases with medicine, but the only cure for loneliness, despair and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread, but there are many more dying for a little love.”

We will continue to love on folks, provide the tangible and advocate for them.  We hope you will continue to love with us!!  Thank you for sacrificing to give gifts in kind, financial gifts and gifts of prayer! We are touching lives and sharing Jesus and meeting needs because you are giving first.  You are greatly needed and greatly appreciated!

Know that you are prayed for.

In His service, deni

 

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